In my teen years, penetrative sex started to feel like a merit badge that me and all my peers were working towards

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It was assumed that you would earn it before you emerged into adulthood. I romanticized adulthood, fantasizing constantly about my older self and all the things that she would do better. Sex seemed like an avenue to achieving that.

https://earthtoemma.ca/2021/06/12/what-is-my-sexuality

Having a Master is all the things that I need and want

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It gives me purpose, structure, trust, understanding, bond. We can be months apart physically and the moment we are back together to me it is like we were never apart. My body knows his touch, I know the way he smells, what he wants and needs. He lifts me up and in almost 5 years has never once drug me down. I want to please him, to make him proud, to do anything he wants or needs.

https://amberslife575904261.wordpress.com/2021/01/05/boyfriend-vs-master